Shifted to blogger agn.Back to lovedand-lost.blogspot.com. Cos I was organising my photos thn i went bck to my old blog to look @ my archives.Who knows, I realised tht I can import/export blogs.So I've posts all the way to 2006?! Which is like sec 1.So i think blogger's still the best. No doubt I love xanga to the max. I rly wna continue using sundaykisses until i stop blogging,but xanga doesn't allow importing or exporting of blogs.

K realised tht aft one whole chunk of words, all im trying to say is, I've shifted. And yes, it's locked. If you want, leave a cmnt and leave yr email, i'll add you. cya people :)

Hehe imma happy girl. This is my first proper shopping trip in like what, 3-4 mths?! Finally set foot into Ion orchard/313@Somerset heh. And omg the f21 at 313 is so huge!!!!! It's like 4 storeys shoptillyoudrop hahaha. So both bff and I caught our eye on this rly prettyyyyyyyyyy dress at f21, but it's $45, so we didn't buy it in the end. Nvm hopefully my buys @ bangkok will make up for this loss.
 
Did some serious catching up w bff too. I think I talked so much that I felt very thirsty HAHA. Oooh and we did a kind deed tdy, by bringing a Sri Lankan guy from 313 to cineleisure how nice eh? :) I feel good hehe. But initially he was kinda reluctant to follow us, maybe he thinks we're bad girls? :x Gave bff a big warm bff hug before she left!!!! Love you love you love you love you my best best best bestest friend hehe,shall have another outing soon. Photos next postttttt. :)

Tmrw shall be my first day @ YOG HQ,am quite egggcited hehe:D Aft tht,I'll go to Ms Sim's house to babysit her cute daughter.
Yay I enjoy life like tht,makes me feel...um enriched!!!!!!!!!

One last thing, my post is getting shorter yay.Initially it's only 1 paragraph,but I got so excited explaining my bff day tht it extended to 2.hehe aiya nvm la. MY BLOG LEH. :) k bye.

My dad passed me my mail just now and guess what I received?????? The Edusave awards for Achievement, Good Leadership and Service. In short, the EAGLES award(!!) HAHA I am so happy/shocked now because I've never received tht award before. And in the past whn I saw ppl getting the award, I'd go like "whoa.looks cool" deep down. hehe so i was informed tht i'll get $200......................................voucher -.- Sigh, made me happy for nothingg whn I saw the $200.Still,it's great news to me :)

 

P/S:Anffy is rly great company :) tc ok!!!
P/P/S:I realised ever since Dec started, I've been blogging everyday. See how bored I am right. :(

Finally I'm feeling tired and I wanna sleep so badly. But I can't. :( Nvm just 3 more hrs I can do this right?


Thank God I've isabel's company over the phone now. She's like ranting about how difficult is it to wake me up. Thr was once we were supposed to go Sentosa thn she called me a lot of times but I didn't wake up. And she can even rmb that my ringtone was Avril Lavigne's song -.- HAHA epic right. So in the end she had to come up to my house, and even beside my bed just to wake me up. I am a pig like that hehe.

Anw I think she's like amazing. I can continue blogging like that w/o talking, but yknow she can talk and talk and talk and talk and talk like some machine gun. I think I kept quiet for like 5 mins alr, she can still keep telling me her stories. One story aft another. isn't she cute? HAHAHA yes she is.love her ttm

WHEN YOU'RE IN DOUBT,WHAT DO YOU DO????
YES GOOGLE IT HAHAHA. SINCE ESTHER ASKED ME TO, I RLY WENT TO GOOGLE TO FIND OUT WHAT'S THE NAME OF THE MEAL BTWN LUNCH AND DINNER.

Def of linner:
A meal eaten late in the day,but early in the evening as a combination of lunch and dinner.


& Since fatty claims that lunch+dinner=dunch, I googled it too..


Def of dunch:
A meal enjoyed subsequent to lunch but prior to dinner. Dunch should be distinguished from linner, another meal occurring in the post-lunch, pre-dinner interval, in that dunch occurs after linner, closer to dinner time.
This, the socially accepted norm with regard to afternoon eating agendas comprises the following progression of meals:

Lunch--> Linner--> Dunch--> Dinner


HAHA call us stupid or whatever k but I learnt sth new. :) And omg 8 days. How can I survive? Maybe it's time I learnt to be independent eh? Still I'll feel weird, very weird. Hopefully I'll be able line up activities for the upcoming 8-9days, so tht I won't even have time to think of anything at all. Hehe ok i know none of you understand this but it's okay.

Guess I'm really having insomnia,I can't get to sleep.

So I went to read my archives @ lovedand-lost.blogspot.com. Around early 2008 I had this nightmare that my dog died and I cried like shit when I woke up. Then during oct 08, it really happened.

That vet, that liar. I remember it clearly. My dog was feeling sick and stuff, so my grandfather brought her to the vet. He gave her some injection and told us she only had a few more months to live. Months my foot!!!

The next day she was barking, non-stop @ my oldest sis's room. She was in pain, I could rly tell.I remember I had school that day, so when I got back, I was exhausted.I cried agn when I saw her in pain.But I was feeling rly exhausted,so I went to my mom's room to lie on her bed to rest.In the end,I fell asleep.

The next thing I knew,one of my family member shook me up and told me that she's gone. I panicked and immediately ran to my sister's room.There she lay,motionless.I couldn't help it,I cried as though as a family member of mine left us. Anyway she is a family member to me! 13 years with us,I don't regard her as our pet.I regard her as family.

I went bonkers,went crazy,cried every single tear that was in me. I called Dickson,cos he knew the whole thing.I kept crying and complaining to him,I kept asking him why.why why why.why must she leave us.why did the vet lie.and I could tell he was rly scared+helpless as he heard me cry.It was the first time I cried like that,in my entire life.I cried as though as,the world was gonna end.

I didn't want to go near her.My grandfather,being the closest to her,cried loudly.That was the first time I saw him crying like that, my heart ached further.

When I finally went close to her,I touched her and her body was as hard as stone.Hardened.My uncle then came and they thought of how to bring her to the place to cremate her.I rmb tht place.That place tht reeks of medicine and stuff.And smell of dogs.It's near town.The 190 bus route,on the way to FEP,aft you exit the highway,thr's a petrol station.Behind it,yes that's the place.

So they thought of how to keep her body.In the end,they put her in this bag and carried her down.Her body was still warm.Reached that place and they opened the car's boot to carry her out.I remember very clearly,the bag that contained her hit the car,and I cried.Very rudely,I raised my voice and told them to be careful,otherwise she'll get hurt.And my mom told me,"she's dead already.stop it."I was hit by the truth once agn.

As they brought her to this room,this cold room,and as they left her on the table,I touched her body once agn.I didn't want to leave,but my mom kept telling me to leave,and that she's already gone.Couldn't take it.That stupid vet.Months my foot.One day aft the injection,she died.Wth.

Following tht,I had no appetite.I remember I was having common tests.SS and mathe.I didn't study,my mom didn't blame me,at all.She knew how dear my dog was to me.My grandfather continued to cry in the middle of the night,but soon it became okay.

Months passed.I went to watch Marley and Me with XX and tommy.Marley,the dog,died.I was agn reminded of how my dog died.I cried bitterly in the cinema,with the two guys feeling helpless.I couldn't help it.

It's been more than a year now.I don't care how ppl may think.That she's only a dog?!But shut up ok,to me,she's family.She's rlly family.And I love her a lot.I tell her my unhappiness.I don't know if she understands me or not,but I'll tell her anyway.Sometimes she'll turn her head away and ignore me but I still love her.I love kissing her wet nose.I love stroking her head over and over agn.

I rmb I told my mom I wna hug her to sleep.And I rly like hugging her.When I was young,I was naughty so sometimes I'd treat her as a horse and ride on her.Despite doing such stuff,I loved her a lot. There was once she was sick and had to stay with the vet.She kept barking at my aunt(who bought her)and I.Seems like she doesn't want us to leave her there. And I felt like tearing,but she was sick,we didn't have a choice..
Thr's just so many memories about her.
Typing this post,thinking about it makes me cry all over agn.But I rly miss her a lot...

I'll never forget how you grew up with me.Never. :(

Finally threw away all my notes/books/worksheets. I think they stack up as tall as my height.
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EDITED.
3.03am now. Bel I'm becoming a night owl like you omg. I'm still wide awake+super energetic, watching some show acted by Ahwang hehe. Wanted to upload some pictures from my hard disk but guess what?! I lost pictures of impt events like my class outing to ECP/clique outing for post-prelim activity. I really hate it when technology fails on me, srsly. Besides those pictures mean a lot to me. If you know me, you should know that I'm one who loves taking pictures. Now that it's gone, I shall switch to depression mode. :(