Major papers are over for now.6 more days before the next paper starts.Gonnna work super hard for HCL and sciences mcq.After that it shall be partyyyyyyyyyy time(!!!!!!!!!!!!) Hehe.Watched Pandorum with diamers ystd.I thought it wasn't nice at all.Rather typical show about aliens and stufff. Ate dinner at pasta mania and bird, go dog wee and I ttly went crazy hahah. Miss having fun with them pls :) Oohhhh and today I woke up at 11?!or12pm?!! HAHAHA.essence of life pls.It's been a long long time since I last woke up at such a late time alr.Anyway I shan't rant about any of my past papers I know I tried my best and whatever the result is, I shall accepttttttttt it.At least I tried my best wht :) I used to be damn scared of trying. Like before Os I had this fear that I won't do well despite working hard. Then I'll fear that people will laugh at me. And all that talking about aspiring to go to SAJC/ACJC/AJC all the good JCs. What if I cannot make it? People will laugh righttttttttt. So before English paper I was so so so so so frightenened that I teared. Then ZX met up with me to teach me some stuff. After that,I was talking to him and telling him all my fears and stufff. So he went like, "what's there to be frightened?If you're frightened of everything,then don't do it.stay at home and hide.so what if you may end up at some lousy jc,at least you tried." Then it really motivated me and woke me up.I know I cannot be so afraid anymore.I got to try believing in myself.If I'm always so scared then I cannot achieve anything.So if some of you realised,facing the Os,facing all the papers,I wasn't that scared at alll. I was calm :) In the past,for sec 3 mye/eoy/common tests sec 4 mye/prelim1/prelim2,etc, I'll always have exam anxiety;my stomach would hurt like nobody's business. 
yes like that!!!hehe.And I'll complain to Vanessa,telling her how nervous I am.In the end she'll end up being nervous too.But no, I wasn't like that for the Big Os, cos of what ZX said. I'm not afraid to try anymore :) So I straightened out my thoughts already. I may end up at some not-very-good JC but so whatttttttt? Again, at least I tried and did my best. And from that not-very-good JC,I shall continue to work hard. Cos one day my hard work will pay off right?:) Anyway crying over Chem paper was stupid la.I was just too agitatedd :( And sad. But I'm okay already. Moving on, life goes on :) Okay I know I've blogged a lot of shit and my post is super long plus boringggggggggg but I just have the urge to type it all out. Then when I read my archives in future, I guess I can see how much I've grown? Hmmm. So currently......................... Played basketball+golf+Bowling+table tennis at my sister's house just now.Yesssss at her h o u s e.And why is that so?Cos we were playing Nintendo Wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!! 
Hahahah ok I know it's abit outdated to play it only now but who cares.Everyone's pretty much entertained by it,even my mom. And I suddenly rmb this conversation btwn my sister and my father when we were on the car on our way home. Sister: i bought a new game. Father: what game? Sister: the game's name is our surname. Father: Ooi ah? (and everyone bursts out laughing) Cos Ooi is pronounced as weeeeeeeee.So wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Then my two idiot sisters went like, "The Oois are going home to play Wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii." HAHAHA childish right. but I like :) :) Movie laterrrrrrrrrrrr with XX............. Holding on. But for how long? |